This is What you have done!

Sometimes I wonder how you could do this to me. Just you are lying down and watching yourself hurting someone so bad. Even without any guilty

You used to say lot of things to me, about me, and you are expecting me to be the same. With those eyes of searching for the answers in me. You want to know everything like how i feel. what is going on in my mind. Whether i am getting hurt or no

For your sake i will tell you.

You are the first boy i ever loved.

You are the one who took my heart away and locked with yours.

You are the first boy who kissed me.

You are the one who taught me to dream about my life.

And At the end you took my heart away and you shredded into pieces . And i tried to put back together.

Whenever I tried to put back , again you are using knives to pierce that wounds.

You could have just ripped in half so it will be better to put back together. But you have shredded it and no one can fix it, and no one want to.

Because they look at what you made me.

I am a girl with tears painted on my face. And I am just an empty void. I dont have desire to love again, because there is only fear left of ruining.

What i have tried so hard to build up

-Aami-