I want but I can't

I want you to be my side, but you always want to be on the other side.

I want to walk the other side, but I find myself looking you on the other side.

I want you to be my love, but you never wanted to.

I want never to be in love, but my love is you!

I want to be inside your wings, but you let me fly

I want to fly, but your memories hold me back!

I want to look into your eyes forever, but your eyes are searching someone else

I want to be that someone else, but I can’t since I am me

I want you to be in all my dreams, but you made you as a dream for me

I want to forget all my dreams, but my dreams are my life!

I want you to be in my heart, but you took my heart away!

I want to replace my heart, but it’s shattered everywhere.

I want you to say “I Love you” but you told me “Good Bye”.

I want to tell you “Good Bye”, but I cant because “I Love you”!

-Aami-